Clear your mind

Oh, man, I was thinking about a lots of things in the past few days... Mainly, I was reading a blog which helped me realizing what I really want. I won't name it, I want to keep it to my secret, but the writer is just amazing. BUT it is not about her, it is about me that sometimes easier write something down in English. I started the second post on my blog what I didn't publicate, and honestly I feel that I want to tell so much, but I can't write nicely, I can't write that way how I want.

Mainly I changed the idea of blogging, and my problem was that I saw many blogs about beauty-stuff, haul-stuff, and I thought, oh, this is so good, I want something similar! But then I realized that to be the same is boring and not cool, and I felt this is really not my style... People who like or love me they do because of me, because I tell what I think, even if it is not the same what everyone else thinks... I am better writing down my things after a long day. Something changed in my mind in the last month what I spent home. 

...and this is the other thing: I decided to go back to Stockholm, and I'll be au pair, again. I want to do everything differently, and see the whole thing very different, maybe it can work like this. I truly believe that the place is really matters, if you are where you want to be, you will be happier, and you can see the things better. I was thinking a lot about writing down (on my blog, in Hungarian), because it wasn't an easy decision, and I am still afarid if something haappens not like that the way I dreamed it. Soon we can find out :)

I am trying to do as much things as I can now in that case if my plans would fall down. I don't know anything about that course (I should have to show them my high school degree, but I don't have it, I will have in the end of June), I am planning to send my CV to a shop in my city, because honestly, I can't see very clear that I can go back to my lovely city in a month. Maybe it seems that I don't even know what I want, but yes, I know. I just try to calculate how the things will go...

Oh, yes, I almost forget: today is Mother's Day here (and probably in many other countries as well), don't you forget, do you? It is very important to show your Mom how much do you love her, even there are problems. Love her, she gave you your most valuable treasure, your life. Unfortunately I only can greet my Granny whom I baked some cupcakes with my sister.

Happy Mother's Day to every Mom, Granny, and Great-Grandmother! (And of course to all who are half moms now with a tiny baby under their heart in their belly.)

Love,

Cini

Interview with David Lindgren!

Hey everybody,

as for today's second post I brought you an interview by a friend, and about an amazing Swedish singer, David Lindgren. I don't know how much do you know about Swedish music, but I can honestly recommend you, it is amazing, I am totally into it. You must know ABBA, but I think they just opened the line, and now, there are such an amazing artist like Eric Saade, Loreen, or well, a bit less worldwide-known artist, David Lindrgen. Oh, and I must write down Alina Devecerski's name, she is my biggest Swedish favourite in music. But let me introduce you David now ;)

David Lindgren brought on real party atmosphere to the stage of Melodifestivalen two years following, but he isn't going to enter on the concest next year. His second album is called 'Ignite the beat' that has just debuted recently with 9 songs which makes you want to dance. Darin Zanyar collaborated at works of the album. The sexy daddy (who will celebrate his 31st birthday soon) will be seen with Eric Saade on a gig with 12 concerts from October, called 'Ladies' Night'.

YOUR SECOND ALBUM HAS JUST COME OUT. CAN YOU TELL US SOME WORDS ABOUT IT?

It is a pop album with songs that hopefully makes you wanna dance. I found my sound and I have 9 strong pop songs on this album. 

YOU BROUGHT ON REAL PARTY ATMOSPHERE TO THE STAGE OF MELODIFESTIVALEN TWO YEARS FOLLOWING. CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS. WHICH ONE OF THE TWO SONGS IS CLOSER TO YOUR HEART? WOULD YOU LIKE TO ENTER THE CONTEST NEXT YEAR?

I have to say Shout it out. That song changed my life. And now when I'm out playing almost everybody knows the word and sings with me. That's an unreal feeling.
I'm not going to enter next year.

WHICH PERFORMERS INSPIRE YOU?

All kinds of artists inspire me. Everything from Justin Timberlake to Bruce Dickinson (singer in Iron Maiden). I listen to all kinds of music. I get inspired by people who are genuine good at what they are doing. 

HAVE YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A SINGER? YOUR FATHER IS A VICAR. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT FOLLOWING HIS TRACKS?

No, I wanted to be a hockey player....... Hmm no, not really. 

YOU USED TO SING IN MUSICALS LIKE HAIRSPRAY, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL, MAMMA MIA!, SINGIN' IN THE RAIN. DID YOU ENJOY THAT TIME? MAY YOUR FANS SEE YOU IN SUCH KIND OF PROJECTS IN THE FUTURE?

I loved it. I still feel like an musical artist and I'm most definitely going to do a musical again.

YOU'RE GOING ON A GIG WITH 12 CONCERTS FROM OCTOBER, CALLED LADIES NIGHT. MAINLY LADIES OVER 18 ARE SUPPOSED TO COME TO THE CONCERTS. ARE YOU PREPARING A NAUGHTY SURPRISE?

Hahaha. You never know.... 

FANS SOMETIMES SURPRISE THEIR FAVOURITES WITH REALLY STRANGE PRESENTS. WHAT WAS THE STRANGEST GIFT FROM A FAN YOU WERE EVER GIVEN?

Honestly I haven't got any strange things. It's a lot of teddy bears and paintings sometimes candy. :)

YOUR HUNGARIAN FANS ADORE YOU. WOULD YOU SEND SOME WORDS FOR THEM?

That makes me so glad to hear, I would love to come and sing some songs for you. For me it's unreal to have fans at all and non less outside Sweden. Thanks for all the support and I really hope you enjoy my new cd.

Love,

David Lindgren

Interview by Vivien Mislovics - thank you!

 

Midnight City

Hey everyone,

I want to say sorry for our dissappearance, but life was running a bit fast lately. So, I wrote more than a week ago, it's been a lot of things happened. Firstly, I missed Stockholm very much (it might sounds crazy, but if I have homesick then it is for that Swedish city!), I finished my book ( A Storm of Swords by George R. R. Martin), and I started a new one (A Feast of Crows by George R. R. Martin) - and if you want, you can follow me on Goodreads as well. Let's see what I've done in the rest of the week: I was baking once, and we were baking (Fanni and me) twice, but I didn't take a photo, I didn't feel that it would be important.

On Sunday I was a bit scared and confused about my future and my life, but I was thinking, and then writing, so I felt myself great after all. I decided that I have to find a job, and I'd like to visit my friends in Stockholm in August or September, but then I went to the Employment Agency, and things changed. The woman helped me there, and she said I have a chance to go back to school and learn a profession. I was happy, because in Hungary easier go to school than find a job. I choose a pharmacy assistant as a proffession, and I am very interested about it! Then Berni said, that I could even go and work there with this profession. Hmm :) She made my day, but she didn't even know :)

But now, I am scared, and things are running across in my head. This woman told, that they have to call me about the aptitude test, what is on Friday, TOMORROW. Would they call me only one day before, or they wouldn't even call me? Did they get my application? I want this course, really. It is not the dream job of mine, but I have had plans with. I know, I always have at least a dozens of plans, but hey, I have already imagine it! Okay, I stop, I promise :)

My lovely tunnelbana

Do you remember Edward, in the first movie of The Twilight Saga? When he and Bella was sitting in a restaurant, and Bella wanted to know what is in the mind of people around them. He would probably say about me theese things right now: tunnelbanor (Shlm's subway), Stockholm, Sweden, music. :)))

I don't know when will Fanni write, but we are going to rollerskating tomorrow, and we are visiting Subotica on Saturday to shop some new things, and maybe eat a nice ice cream. If I remember well, there are a lots of confectionery, a really nice city, soooo :)

...so have a really nice rest of the week, guys ;)

xx

Hey, it's me, Cini!

Dear Readers,

first of all, I want to thank all of you who have been opened our blog, and came back later, and been interested in us! It makes us very happy :)

But for now, as I promised, I will write a bit about me. I am blogging almost four years ago, but I am writing always on a different webhost. I created my personal blog two months ago (which you can reach HERE). I always loved writing, but what I love more is reading. I am addicted of books, my favourite genre is horror/thriller and fantasy. I am reading mostly Stephen King's books, and I started The song of ice and fire (well known as Game of Thrones) in January, at the moment I am reading the third book. 

I also love the languages, my first language is Hungarian, and I started learning English when I was six years old. Later, I went to a Hungarian-Spanish bilingual high school, then I was studying some German, Portuguese, Russian, and my big love, Swedish language. About two years ago I became interested of Sweden, and everything what is Swedish, that's why I decided to go there. I could go as an au pair (babysitter), and I totally fell in love with the country. In December I came home, and in January I went to Italy, later, in February to United Kingdom, and finally, I came back home in the beginning of April. I realized that au pairing is not really for me, but Sweden (Stockholm!) is my place. This is my story in the short version.

I don't really know what I want to do in my future, what I want to study, but I am planning to go to university in Canada. We'll see, it's a bit far future :) For now, I just want to enjoy my life, the spring, the summer, and every little miracle in my life. I was thinking about to be a journalist, or something with communication. I don't know now.

And yes, I know, you are a bit curious about us, so here is a picture about me :) I am a redhead, and I love red anyway too :)

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xoxo,
Cini